232. Then, soon, love will also be called crisis
Lyuba Yakimchuk is a Ukrainian poet, playwright, and screenwriter. She has been named one of the hundred most influential people in the arts in Ukraine by the magazine The New Voice of Ukraine.
Yakimchuk has published two books of poetry: Like FASHION and Apricots of Donbas. The latter was written in the first years of the Russian war on Ukraine and received the International Poetic Award of the Kovalev Foundation in New York.
Sharing her poem, “I have a crisis for you” which is translated by Svetlana Lavochkina.
you lit up a cigarette
but it wouldn’t burn
it was summer
and girls would light up from any passer-by
but I didn’t light up from you anymore
—our love’s gone missing, I explain to a friend
it vanished in one of the wars
we waged in our kitchen
—change the word ‘war’ to ‘crisis,’ he suggests
because a crisis is something everyone has from time to time
remember the Second World Crisis?
correspondingly, also the First World
Civil Crisis—to each his own
I forgot about the Cold Crisis
it seems they also came in twos
also the Uprising Crisis it sounds so good—
the Uprising Crisis of 1648–1657
write it down in the textbooks
a crisis that liberates releases forever
my great-grandfather fell in the Second World Crisis
possibly by the hand of my other great-grandfather
or his machine gun
or his battle tank
but it is unclear
how they conducted this crisis with each other
perhaps it was the crisis itself that killed them, like a plague
for nobody is to blame
for the crisis it is inexorable like death
and when our own domestic war
turns into a crisis
does it get better?
does it hurt less?
do birds come back to us from the south
or maybe, we come out to meet them?
why is our language like that—
we lack words to describe our feelings
only crisis and love are left as antonyms
but if love is bound to be so complicated
with these blazes and smolderings
like blood and pain
(and blood is not like periods
but some new feeling of mine)
(and pain is yours)
if love is made up
of two different feelings
then soon love will also be called crisis
I have a crisis for you, darling
let’s get married
it’ll be easier for us
both we’ve got a crisis
we’d better split up