248. This is how I cook my grief
Today, once again, presenting Batool Abu Akleen, the Palestinian poet.
Read her poem “This is how I cook my grief” –
I pick fresh hearts from the street
The most defeated ones
With nimble fingers, I steal the tears
I fill rusted sardine tins with the smell of sorrow.
Mothers’ glances cling tightly to their eyes
But I snatch them swiftly,
because I resemble their children.
In a copper pot,
I boil what I stole
And add blood that hasn't absorbed
And sawdust from a coffin
that was meant as the door to his new home
I pour the mixture into my heart
Until it blackens
This is how I cook my grief.