318. I want to hug him sometimes, and I don’t
Brian Tierney is a young poet and the author of Rise and Float, which was a finalist for the 2020 National Poetry Series.
I have been reading his poems, which attract me for their straightforwardness and simple descriptive style.
Sharing one of his poems titled “The Days of Our Lives.”
Dad tends house since he gave up on jobs.
He’s taken to folding
towels into fours, whereas Mom prefers halves.
And he’s cribbed cooking from The Essence of Emeril,
though I’ve caught him red-handed watching Days of Our Lives
and looking down at his hands during ads, or out at James
Street. The traffic. His cigarette smoking itself
in the ashtray and the ash growing longer and longer
till it crashes like the bridge
in that one movie he loves, about a war
he wasn’t in. I love that he wasn’t
ever in a war. The way he stirs cream into his coffee
with a pinkie or pointer. Mornings
for me are for cartoons on volume 14
and standing close to the tv to hear,
and once a week a kerfuffle
between the hot-cold couple in the upstairs apartment—
the Him calling the Her this or that, or the Her calling the Him
a bad word I don’t understand and can’t repeat.
I don’t like it when Bugs Bunny slaps Daffy in the face
with a banana peel, a white glove,
whatever’s around.
At lunch, I don’t always eat
lunch. Only sometimes.
Dad purees a mean baby-carrot soup
that stains your pants if you’re clumsy with a spoon.
I am clumsy with a spoon, and he always forgives me.
I want to hug him sometimes, and I don’t.